Beeeep

Hello again, Cola here. And guess what folks? I guess I'mnot so unloved after all! You see some guy I've known for the past couple months asked me out! But te thing is, as life has it, I'm not over my ex, who screwed my over and made me think I was fucking pregnant. Funny huh? So I had to tell.. we'll call him... Chandler, I had to tell Chandler no, then I went off about how much of a bad person I was to get him to change his mind. I told him about how I'd feel like I was cheating him out of something better, and the distance thing, because he lives about an hour away, and then I told him about how I smoked, and I drink, and that I've done alot of worse things in my life. And now my life is a semi-on-hold, because I'm awaiting his reply.

But as it turns out, its the 4th of July and as it happens, I want to go to my Uncles, because he has bashses every year, but my father has decided that he may not want to go this year, which sucks on my part because I want to party with strangers, and get the hell away from my 'hometown'! ANd as of today Abigal, has already yelled at my 3 times for stupid shit. LIke taking a shower, making my breakfast, and for being a 'stupid girl.' I wanted to yell back at her and call her a stupid bitch that doesn't know the first thing about me! Hell we argue about my fucking birsthstone all the fucking time! She thinks its sume fucking ruby, whereas, I believe its Emerald, or peridot, the green one! August is fucking GREEN! Not, some red colour, but fucking GREEN! God life sucks. Not bad enough for me to want to out curses on people... actually nevermind it is, but I'm tired of people trying to control me. ohh well.. have fun, party hardie.

~*~<>~*~Cola Luv's All~*~<>~*~