Guess what?

Guess what my faithful (Yeah right), readers. As it turns out, I am not pregnat like I thought. I guess I shoul dbe happy, but I just think about everything and it just made me depressed. The would be baby's father left me, because he thought I was cheating on him with a chick. The sad thing is I trusted him and I actually thought that love could work out for me. It turns out I'm wrong, again. I mean I know I'm young, but to be honest I don't give a fuck. So just because of him, guess what? No more little, fucking girlfriends or boyfriends, I'm just going to have hopefully good friends that wouldn't mind fooling around, but who know that I don't want to be all couply with. Right now I don't want any of that, I'd rather just have fun that be stuck with one person. That is one of the main reasons I can not wait until I become legal age! When that happens I'm saying fuck small town life, wellcome Cities!

I hate where I live and I wouldn't wish it apon my children! I mean the closest stuff which is minimul, is at least 15 minutes away! I hate it, I'd prefer the suburbs outside of a major city, because then I could do soooo much more. I hate it here, all my main friends besides my best friend live in KCMO for crying out loud, but to be honest, that even to freaking close for comfort, I wanna go somewhere and be lost in the city, like LA or Houston, or Dallas, or Tallahassee! I just can't wait until I turn legal age. BUt I guess thats enough gripe for the day. So thanks for whoever decieded to hear me ramble.


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